I gaze at the night sky
And just wondering why
My life is far cry
From normality,
No matter how much I try
Seeing close persons move further away
The bond between us starts to sway
My dearest relationships crumble down
As my almost lost sanity,
To the despairing craziness, succumbs
The night passed away
Replaced with the morning light
The sun shines on the land
But doesn't warm my freezing heart
I look at the sun
And the awakening world
But I can't find my place in its flow
I stay in the shadows completely still
Hoping for redemption
Hoping to learn how to feel
Desiring to not hurt nevermore
,My beloved friends and familiy
That I surely disappoint